Something Is Wrong

Tell me what's wrong with society? When everywhere i look i see young girl dying to be on TV, they won't stop till they've reach their dreams. Rich guys driving big SUV's while kids are starving in the street. No one cares, no one like to share, i guess life's unfair.

Diet pills, surgery, photoshoped pictures all around. Telling them how they should be, it doesn't make sense to me. I guess things are not how they used to be. There's no more normal families, parents act like enemies, making kids feel like its World War III. No one cares, no one's there. I guess we're all just to damn busy, money's our first priority, it doesn't make sense to me.

Is everybody going crazy? Is anybody gonna save me? Can anybody tell me what's going on? If you open your eyes, you'll see something is wrong.


A meaningless blog i wrote today.
Happy Birthday to my cousin, Pei Chia.

Chee Hsien

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I hate you, I love you, I just cant remember to forget you. Who are you, who needs you? You makes me feel alive. I cant get you off my mind ! I just can't seem to find a way to leave the love behind. You know what I'm saying, you know what I mean. Every now and then, when I'm all alone. I'll be thinking about you. I can't take it, what am I waiting for. My heart still breaking, I miss you even more, and I can't fake it the way I could before. I hate you, but I love you, I can't stop thinking of you ! You always done the thing the hurt me ! I hate you !

I open my eyes, i tried to see but I'm blinded. How could this happen to me? I made my mistake. the night goes on and I'm fading away. I'm sick of this life ! I just wanna scream ! Everybody is screaming, and i tried to make a sound, but nobody hear me. So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered. I cant explain what happen, and I cant erase what I've done. No I cant !

Oh ya, before i forget. Happy Birthday to Yin Tea.


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Chee Hsien

It Ends Tonight !

I'm having a day from hell, it wasn't going so well.
Save me from this prison, help me get away, cause only you can save me now from this misery. Well I've been lost in my own place and I'm getting' weary. How far is heaven? And I know that I need to change my ways of living. How far is heaven? Lord, can you tell me?

I'm still pending to pass me coursework mark for Kenegaraan Malaysia subject ! Ms. Chew told me just now. I think half of Y1M27 still in pending. Somehow I think that I fail because of that stupid 21 years old girl from my class copy my group assignment without I knowing it, and lecturer found out and deduct my marks ! Me and Alfred was so damn angry that she bluff Chia Pin that Ms Chew said can "RUJUK". She SAID "RUJUK" NOT "COPY"!!!!!!!! You making the situation from bad to worst !! We, the Y1M27, already not so like you from the 1st semester, now you make me so damn fucking hate you !!! I won't sit another year for Certificate in Accounting ! Because Of You ! I have to work more harder !! Argh !! I wish I dare to ask you leave Y1M27 ! If I can force, its would be just so great !

The walls start breathing, my mind unweaving, maybe it's best you leave me alone ! Is Ended.


It Ends Today !
Chee Hsien

You never call me when you're sober.

I was sitting in front of my laptop online while my cellphone rang. Here she comes again, asking for help ! She wont find me if theres nothing i can help. Oh ! She really knows how to spoil my mood !

Who am I? Your Secretary? Your Helper? Your Office Boy? When I'm free, I sms you but u seems don't care cause most of the time you didn't reply.

Some friend are just so suck ! Some are just so selfish ! What a world we living in? A world that betray each other ! I don't know who my real friends are. Some were great but will they betray me in the future? I'm scare to trust anyone ! I do my own job !

Finally I still will help anyone, if they asked !

Oh ya, Warren ! Sorry for following your link. xD

I'm Chasing Cars

Its been a bad week for me.
From Monday till Friday. Theres something going on.
It worst till i have to go police station next week.

I don't know what did i done wrong? God is giving me punishment !
I don't know how this 'unlucky' will fly away from me...

This week, theres many happy things in the world but i get it all bad.

PIKOM PC Fair = http://www.pikom.org.my/ = people happy because can get cheap PC stuff there. 1-3/12
Queensbay Mall = http://www.queensbaymall.com.my = New mall opened today ! Open for business 1/12
DOHA Asean Games = http://www.doha-2006.com = for the sport lover !
New KING for Malaysian on DEC 13
Christmas coming !
2006 ending soon..

What I have this week?
Accident !
Been Fooled !
My black pants become green !
Some Argument with friends !
Test !
Assignment !
Presentation !

My God !

Lots of stuff I'm thinking this few days..

Which place did my friends installed me in their heart?
Will they ever click the 'delete' button and then empty the 'recycle bin'?
Who had installed me and set it to un-delete-able?
Who are they?

Yesterday i talk to someone on the phone for more than 35 minute.
Is been a long time i didn't talk that long.
Is nice to talk to her.

I'll try to care for myself more...
Thanks a lots..


Chasing Cars
Chee Hsien.