Wednesday, December 31, 2008

last updates of the year! Chaoooooooooo!! Happy New Year!!

last day of 2008!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

watching smallville season 2! hahaha..

i want go out!

slept so long already.. dunno what to do now....

slept 15 hours! hahaha.... felt so great!

Friday, December 26, 2008

Pasar Malam tonight.... should I go?

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry Christmas!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Un-sent-able Letter..

I no longer have the feeling of happiness toward the people around here. They never know how hard is it for me. They never know how much I sacrificed for them.

Do they look like they even care about me? I'm a guy that look high in friendships. A little single twist in it, I will be very very sad. I want to see we hanging out together.

They gave me the feeling that they don't wanna hang out with me anymore. They don't even ask me for lunch, never ask me for dinner, never... never... and I don't think they will anymore.

Sometimes ago, they gave me the feeling that they respect me, that's why I respect them in return.

I used to feel happy with them. The more I hang out with them, the happier I am. Now? The more I look at them, the sadder I become.

They don't need me anymore. Guess life is like this. Once you've been fully utilized, you will be ditched.

I've decided to leave them. I'm better off my own. But how can I do that? I still have to face them everyday. I've tried not to go out lunch with them since that they don't want me to go. What's the point I step my leg in it when the others try to pull away mine?

I stand at my car there to wait them to ask me go lunch together, but what I get in return? They walk pass me and sit into the cars and poof they go for lunch.

Did I did something wrong to you all? Why do I have to deserve all this? All I want is just friends that cares.

The moment I start this post, I'm prepared for what is about to come. I want them to see this, I don't mind they angry me or what. I just wanna let them know how I feel about them. I love them and I used to put them in first place.

Good things have to come to an end. I'm sorry.

We'll meet again.
Chee Hsien

Monday, December 22, 2008

home sweet home!!

Friday, December 19, 2008

KL here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Thursday, December 18, 2008

I love you and that's all I really know...

Sunday, December 14, 2008

i cant sleep!

Monday, December 08, 2008

i dont know what should i do now...

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

who cares if I fucked up all the test and exams. They don't even care if I study or not. They will come to me when they need me. They go away when it is test.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

I'm tired!