Friday, October 05, 2007

What turns me down?


Seriously, I don't know what happened. I've been thinking a lot lately until I don't know what I'm thinking.

Everything seems suddenly gone for me. I felt like I got nothing left in this world. Or I don't want to do anything which is everything. Did you seen how much I shout in ShoutOut lately? As much as before? I can go 500 shouts in one day but now not even 100. Watching heroes is not an accuse. But this might be the problem I watched the whole season 1 in 36 hours.

I don't feel like going out too. Whenever my friends or bloggers asked me go out, there was a crash. I'm busy, I promise other friends to join them, when I'm free but they're not. Everything turns out wrong! When it suit my time, I felt tired and sleepy and don't feeling going out! I rather stay at home sleep! This is not the way I want it to be for my holiday!

I don't even feel like updating my blog. Not because I got no outing, no hang out with my friends, a blogger can anytime comes out with anything to blog about! But not me, my brain is not working.

Tomorrow is the last day of my holiday and I think I'm gonna stay at home the whole day. So what's the point of having holiday?! Well, new semester gonna start and I'm scared of my result. I prepared for it that I will fail many subject but I still scared. Am I not prepared but I made myself to acted prepared?

Chee Hsien

2 burger(s):

Sae Wei said...

CheeHsienBaby: it's okay dear.. who say one have to be active during the hols? Holiday is the best spent relaxing at home :) So you have all the energy back when the new semester start. :)


Lasker said...

lalalala .. I am back. In the blog that was there in the beginning! Good ol memories here.

I tell you la, I keep coming here to check how ShoutOut looks like when we are doing tests and upgrades .. hee hee ..

But CH, I dont think its the new blog la .. it may be something else that you need to look deep into to find it. But I bet its a phase. The Real CH will be back .. yes yes yes! I believe it!

Wheee .. we miss you.